23 September 2012

A Book Review of Gaga Feminism: Sex, Gender, and the End of Normal by J. Jack Halberstam


An ongoing conversation among academics, especially those who play in such areas as queer theory, is that of the accessibility of language and concepts.  Are books, essays, and articles written for the academically elite, or should there be a wider audience who can (and/or does) engage with these texts?  J. Jack Halberstam seeks to interrupt the relegation of queer and critical discourse to the academy.  In his latest book, Gaga Feminism: Sex, Gender, and the End of Normal, Halberstam successfully weaves feminist discourse, queer theory, critical politics, and analyses of race, class, and the gay and lesbian movement’s push for marriage equality together using popular culture as an epoxy to which everything sticks.  Despite what I read as several minor flaws, the overall argument that Halberstam makes, that we need to “go gaga,” resonates loudly (as well he wants it to!). 

The first telling sign of Halberstam’s new book is its publisher, Beacon Press.  Perhaps better put, it is telling that Halberstam’s book is not published by a university press, which has been the case with all of his previous works.  The move to Beacon Press signals, to me, a desire to be read outside of academic circles and to further connect with his consideration of “low theory,” which he does well to establish in his last book, The Queer Art of Failure.  Adding to the accessible nature of the book, Halberstam begins the book by being exceedingly open with his gender identity and his life.  Whereas previously Halberstam has kept a distance from his work, this book smacks of the personal, giving it a personal touch that is carried through the entire text to emphasize the point, as he does toward the end, that the personal is political.  Halberstam is open about his evolving relationship to his gender identity and expression, the family he has formed with his partner, her two children, and the multiple (re)readings of him by those in his life.  He shares intimate and, some may say banal details of his life and, in doing so, creates a connection with the reader that forgoes the need to establish academic credibility through incessant citing or high rhetoric. 

Halberstam states this book “emerge[s] as a series of ‘what if’ questions” (p. xxiv), all of which culminate in envisioning a form of feminism motivated by Lady Gaga.  This feminism, gaga feminism, is one that is beyond borders and is meant to provoke, excite, push back, be loud, and generally go gaga.  Halberstam admits there are problems with Lady Gaga’s politics (most notably her commitment to the “born this way” rhetoric and support of gay marriage), but he insists that it is her performance, persona, and embodiment that motivate this articulation of feminism.  By calling on the spectacle that is Gaga, Halberstam is also calling on his readership to engage in a critical form of politics that looks to envision a new world out of the colossal mess that has become our economy as well as our relationships to sex, sexuality, and gender. 

Overall, Halberstam’s book is incredibly successful at helping the reader think of new possibilities.  More than anything, Halberstam encourages readers to embrace failure as a form of potential.  For example, Halberstam notes the social impossibility of queer identities and lives.  Therefore, rather than strive to reinforce a status quo that continues to denigrate queer lives and family formations (e.g., gay marriage), Halberstam advocates that we recognize the potential of queer families, relationships, and forms of kinship. It is out of this failure, then, that new possibilities emerge.  This is a notion Halberstam advances is The Queer Art of Failure, and puts to good use in Gaga Feminism

Gaga Feminism reads as part social critique, part academic cultural studies, and part call-to-arms.  Halberstam’s critique of gay marriage is powerful, easy to grasp, and builds on what Michael Warner wrote in his 1999 book The Trouble with Normal: Sex, Politics, and the Ethics of Queer Life.  In addition, Halberstam’s incisive comments regarding rom-coms, relationships between men and women, and how racial and class identities must be explored to provide a more in-depth understanding of the social impact of these cultural phenomena are concise and clear.  Echoing an over-used cliché, Halberstam has created a book that is very “now,” both temporally as well as in terms of the ideas he grapples with throughout the book. 

As I said at the outset of my review, the book has several minor flaws.  For example, for a book that attempts to move beyond the walls of the academy, I was surprised that Halberstam starts off discussing an interaction he had with feminist author Susan Faludi at a conference, after which he precedes to deconstruct her arguments.  While he makes a compelling case, I find the method of critique, as well as the location in which the example is situated, to be one with which not many outside of the academy will be able to connect.   Additionally, I was not overly compelled by Halberstam’s critique of the university toward the end of the book.  It seemed to come out of left field and, while I am familiar and sympathetic with the argument, it felt like a throw-away in this book.  Halberstam did not spend enough time establishing the importance, causes, or significance of deconstructing the academy, making it seem like a strawperson argument set up to help him get to his larger project: that we need to defy the status quo. 

Otherwise, I found the book compelling.  It is compact and is a quick and easy read, which speaks to Halberstam’s abilities as a writer given the intellectually difficult content being discussed.  Of much delight to me is the way that Halberstam enacts gaga feminism textually, floating from topic to topic, example to example with a form of child-like wonder and whimsy.  This book is playful yet intense, powerful yet approachable, and loud yet intimate.  I would strongly recommend it for folks who have found themselves, as I have, looking around and saying “so what the hell are we to do as a society now?”  Especially on the precipice of a national election that holds little, if any, promise for a “better future,” Halberstam’s book provides a potential strategy of resistance by advocating that we go gaga.  And I, for one, am down with this plan; Gaga it is!

09 January 2012

last woods walk before the semester...and then some baking!

Yesterday some friends and I took a last glorious walk with our dogs in the state park by campus.  It was an absolutely beautiful day, so of course we took our cameras.  


After we walked, my friend Maria and I went back to my place for some baking fun.  I found a recipe on Pinterest for pinapple upsidedown cupcakes and decided to make them.  The Student Affairs in Higher Education (SAHE) program, which is the program I am in, is having a cake party this week, so I figured I would get these done while I still had time.  They turned out AMAZING (both looking and tasting - we indulged in some extras...), so kudos to the people who pinned this!  


In other fun news, I start my career as a TA tonight and will be teaching Masters students for the first time ever!  If you believe in good omens, I got mine last night when I found out that one of my papers I submitted for the Gendered Borders and Queer Frontiers conference hosted at UW - Madison this March was accepted!  It is titled Police State: The Realities and Implications of Political, Racial, and Gendered Borders.  Now all I have to do is finish it up!  


But anyway - on to the pictures!
there were some fallen trees that looked cool with the bands of shade
i (obviously) played with this photo a bit, but i dig the b&w...
tree down!

we don't really want to know what is in that pipe methinks...
thought this was a fun shot too
eat your heart out
the pinapple go marching two by two, hurrah...hurrah...
mouth watering yet?
because they should be
ours were too until we finished the two remaining cupcakes - so good!

07 January 2012

because i am a nerd...

I just had to post this as proof of my legitimacy as a TA.  Now if only I could get all the books I order to come with this sort of invoice...then I would really need another bookcase!
"these books are supplied free of charge" = best. thing. ever.

05 January 2012

getting lost and finding our way

I have always had romantic visions of heading out for a drive in the Midwest, getting lost, and finding my way back to where I started.  Just me, my car, the pup, and the meandering road in front of me...

However, take into account the fact that I am a Nervous Nelly and my imagination sometimes runs away with me, and I have never really gotten lost...probably all those Children of the Corn movies...yikes!  However, this evening I went out and got lost with a dear friend.  The best part: we had our cameras in tow!  For those who have never been to the Midwest, there is something so awe-inspiring about wide open spaces.  These images don't do the scenery justice, but this is the beauty that is not 20 minutes outside of Oxford...just breathtaking.  We also happened upon some run down and dilapidated barns and farm equipment, which always make for great photo ops!  I hope you enjoy the photojournalism below, which I will let speak for itself from here on out.



this is one of my favorites - just put the camera on the ground and shot







i'm not a religious person, but this book sitting in the dilapidated barn seemed to be waiting for someone


this seemed like such a great shot when juxtaposed with the barn it was in


this bugger hung out and had a chat with us when we pulled over and took some pics...my friend named this cow moo...

04 January 2012

my latest adventure in horticulture

Full disclosure: I suck at keeping plants alive.  


Even those plants that people say you don't need to water or do anything to - yup; I kill those too.  


I share all this as a lead in to my great surprise that I have kept not one, but two plants alive for an entire semester!  I know, right - I am moving up in the world!  So much so that a friend of mine convinced me to take on the additional responsibility of raising some spider sproutlings.  The little buggers have been in water for about a two weeks and say hi to me each morning.  Seriously, they do - just look at the picture for proof!


i hope this is not a recipe for disaster...
We shall see if I can keep all FOUR plants alive through the getting-colder-everyday winter...send positive (and warm) vibes for my fauna friends if you can!

02 January 2012

the road to oxford is covered in snow

This morning I woke up to the one thing I have been waiting for, dreaming for, longing for all those years in the desert sun: snow!  

After a nice walk with the pup (her first in snowy weather) in the neighborhood across the street from me, I ran out to snap this picture.  I can't wait to see what the downtown area looks like!  I may have to head up there this afternoon or evening to see if all the twinkle lights that have been on for the holidays are still up.  If so, I am sure they will look just darling with the snow!

If I have said it once, I have said it a million times...I am so glad to be here.  

no traffic was held up in the taking of this photo

31 December 2011

time to make my intentions clear

Well, today is the day: New Years Eve.  For those not already in the know, I am uber indifferent to the very notion of NYE.  I don't really get the desire to celebrate the coming of a new day.  Shoot, I am up past midnight right now and I didn't feel the need to drink champagne and find someone to kiss.  Just plain silly.  


Regardless of my indifference, I picked up the fun idea to list some intentions (not resolutions, but intentions) for the coming year by a dear friend of mine.  I figure that, given I am midway through my first year as a doctoral student, this would be as good a time as any to give this a go.  I also figured I should share these to give myself some accountability.  I also have worked hard to make sure these are goals that can be measured (my friend Kevin would be so proud of me for writing SMART goals).  I figured this will be easier for me to judge my progress than having goals like "be a better person"...cause that seems (a) like an awful goal to begin with (better than what?  What was "wrong" that needed to become better in the first place? Why the desire to be "better" even?) and (b) it doesn't give me anything to work toward other than a vague shadow of a quasi-goal.  So, without further ado, here are some of my intentions...


1. Cook 90% of my meals.  I have done decently well at this during the past couple years, but find myself slipping at certain points.  Hopefully this will keep me honest, especially with me traveling for conferences.  
2. Purchase 75% of non-food items from secondhand/thrift/goodwill/craft websites and stores.  Here's to economies of scale and supporting individuals rather than conglomerates.  
3. Take Grrtrude on long morning walks during weekdays.  Sometimes this happens, but I need to wake up early on a regular basis so we can burn off some of her energy.  
4. Take Grrtrude on long afternoon/evening walks 2-3 days a week.  I'll admit it - I got real lazy after classes last semester.  Thankfully I don't have classes that end at 9:00p regularly, which means longer walks will be easier to do for the both of us.  
5. Exercise 2-3 days a week.  I am not counting my mile walk to and from campus as exercise either.  I am talking about going to the gym, running, or using BetCi, which is on the indoor trainer.  
6. Go camping once a month during the summer.
7. Write 3 letters each week.  If you want some real snail mail, send me your address!
8. Journal at least once a week.
9. Make a portion or all of any gifts I give.  I figure this will help me make gift-giving special.  Food, crafts, and/or some other fun things will be made for those who I love.  Get ready!
10. Carry my camera with me regularly.  I have a nice one, so I might as well use it, right?


Ten should be good for now - I have some others, but I gotta leave something to the imagination, right?  


And what am I doing for New Years Eve, you ask?  I am spending the morning reading (I hope to finish book #5, and start book #6, of the break), having a low-key evening with friends, and ringing in the new year by giving my Number One Grrl in my life, Miss Grrtrude Anne, a big kiss.  Let's hope her breath doesn't smell too much like dog treats...

26 December 2011

a season for reading

This is not a surprise for those who know me (which is really everyone who follows this blog), but I have an unusually intense habit of reading.  Some people have told me this is a result of my being in a doc program (or perhaps even a reason I was drawn back to the academy).  However, I know lots of people who are not interested in pursuing a terminal degree, but who love to read...not sure that line of thinking holds much water.  

Regardless, I love to read, and while I am not traveling for the winter holiday, I have been able to do lots of amazing reading.  In fact, the reading is so great that I wanted to be able to share some of it with you, my readers.  The only thing I ask is that if you actually pick up one of the books, just let me know what you think of it!  

Instead of going chronologically, I am going to move through the 3 (and a half) books I have read based on what still has me thinking and pondering and dreaming the most...

Queer Phenomenology by Sara Ahmed
Admittedly, this book is not for everyone.  In fact, I would say that if you are not interested in philosophy, queer theory, and/or some artful semantical twists, you should sit this one out.  Not because the book will be over your head (in fact, Ahmed does a great job writing for comprehension - a task some queer theorists just don't seem to get...*cough*PattiLather&JudithButler*cough*), but because you will likely just not dig on it.  

I am about 60% through this book so far, but whenever I pick it up I have a hard time putting it down.  This has meant I have been up until 2:00a some evenings/mornings.  Even when I try to put the book down, my head still swims with the way Ahmed weaves through and around concepts. This book is not without its critique though - something in the text has made me wonder how Ahmed, who identifies as a lesbian and thus part of the queer community, would react to different readings of queerness from those who identify as bisexual, pansexual, and/or polyamorous.  Her use of directionality speaks to people being "pulled" or "compelled" toward, as she would put it, "this" or "that" other person.  Although she invokes a one to one relationship here based on her personal experience (in this case a woman being drawn to a woman), there is a part in the book that makes me question whether she would see these other non-normative sexual orientations as valid as orientating some to various others (maybe even at the same time in terms of those who identify as poly).  

Also, while I have heard some folks frustrated with her lack of an all-encompassing vision of queerness, I am moved by the way Ahmed uses language (especially the notion of contingency) to explore how a queer phenomenology can be understood and deployed.  She sets an example that can be used in multiple queer contexts, so while she is looking specifically primarily at sexual orientation and somewhat at racism (chapter three, which I am about to start, discusses racism), one can see how this analysis would fit all queer identities, be they in terms of gender identity, social class, national origin, ability, etc.  

Normal Life by Dean Spade
Although this is second on my list, this is by far and away one of the most provocative and moving reads I have had in recent memory; and this is no hyperbole.  Dean Spade, who is a law professor at Seattle University School of Law and a founder of the Sylvia Rivera Law Project in New York City, wrote a beautiful book on what he describes as critical trans politics.  

This book, steeped in the legal tradition of critical race theory, demands that those who are part of the trans movement look to focus on activism that will actually increase life chances for subaltern populations.  Spade's intentional focus on intersectionality and on activism that actually increases life chances.  Spade is masterful in his sharp criticism of the lesbian and gay rights movement, uncovering how the legalizing gay marriage, allowing gays to serve openly in the military, anti-discrimination policies, and having LGBT folks included in hate crime legislation do not actually increase life chances for highly marginalized populations.  Hence, he says that legal advocacy and policy changes are not always the best place for substantial activism to be done.  

Instead, Spade looks at administrative systems (think IDs and healthcare) and how taking a critical approach to these systems could indeed increase life chances for trans and other subaltern populations.  Concerned with making real life changes, Spade strays from advocating for the inclusion of LGBT folks either at the risk of further marginalizing others and/or just advocating for these groups in namesake only.  His argument is clear, concise, meaningful, and provides a distinct direction for those looking to practice a politics of inclusion.  This is an absolute must read for folks interested in legal advocacy as well as working with/for/amongst marginalized populations (or are a part of such communities).  

Borderlands/La Frontera by Gloria Anzaldua
This book is part history, part personal narrative, part poetry, part meditation on writing, and part autobiography. Anzaldua, who weaves two languages together throughout the book, shows what it truly means to be vulnerable through her writing and how important it is to become fully enmeshed in the task of writing.  Her voice is powerful, and her words have stayed with me since I read her book a couple weeks ago.  

One of the best things about this book is its form.  The second half of the book is all poetry, which is glorious.  Indeed, some of the first half is poetry as well.  Also, despite me not understanding Spanish, I love how she unabashedly enhances her writing by doing so in both Spanish and English.  An interruption for some, it reminds those of us who do not speak/read Spanish to step outside of the English-centric world in which we live.  

This book opens up possibilities for how I write as I move forward in my career and life.  It also reminds me to center my own experiences in my writing, as writing is a deeply personal endeavor.  Additionally, Anzaldua reminds one of the beauty of, as she puts it, being "excruciatingly alive in the world."  This is just an all around good book for folks who love language, are writers, or want to push the bounds of how they think and perceive the world.  It is quite literally the most beautifully written book I have read in some time...so much so it almost moved me to tears...multiple times.  Yup - it's that good.  

The Psychopath Test by Jon Ronson
As a number of people have kindly pointed out, this has been my only "fun read" of my break.  Despite my claiming otherwise, the claim has remained steadfast.  At least I haven't received any Shakespearian-inspired lines ("methinks she doth protest too much") regarding my insistence that all the reading I have been doing is (a) fun and (b) fun.  All in good time, I am sure...

But I digress...

This book, which I have been wanting to read since Jon Ronson was on The Daily Show (or maybe it was The Colbert Report?) this past summer, is witty, charming, and really engrossing.  I actually read this book in a day!  It is a fascinating look at the pathology of psychopathy as well as what Ronson defines as "the madness industry."  Ronson, who is the author who wrote The Men Who Stare At Goats, is very funny (but not cloyingly so) and engages the reader in a wonderfully-woven tale.  Anyone who has issues with the DSM should read this book...although it will likely only increase the issues you have with the DSM, so maybe you should skip it? 

But seriously, it is a good, fun, and quick read - I would suggest it for all!

Well - those are the books I have been reading thus far.  I am hoping to also read The Colonizer and the Colonized by Albert Memmi and In a Queer Time and Place by Judith Halberstam before classes start.  I also have about five more articles to read before I can start a new backlogged articles pile.  Once again, not sure this is the life of an academic (surely other people enjoy good reading), but I guess it doesn't hurt.  

And then there are all the amazing books my brother and mom got me for the holidays... #neverenoughtime (that's right - I hash tagged it).  

04 December 2011

Houston Woods State Park (on a dreary day)

Well friends, it is that time in the semester.  You remember the time I am talking about, right?  It's the end of the semester and I am...surprisingly not uber-busy?  Wait - that's not how this is meant to play out, is it?


Or is it?  Best to not ask questions on this one...


Now that I am out of the proverbial woods (by and large, still a couple assignments to do), I decided to head into the literal woods with two of my wonderful friends, Kaeden and Maria. And of course Grrtrude was tagging along.  She wouldn't miss the mud for her life!  Below are some wonderful photos of a dreary grey afternoon walk we took.  While it may look unfun to y'all, remember that I am still basking in the glory of seeing trees, leaves, moss, and rain.  I mean, the Southwest was nice and all, but this nature is just wonderful!


look at all this glorious moss!
lead the way, little g!
these little things were fun - just hanging out on the side of trees....
here is a closeup of one - it looks like a disc stuck in the trunk
this was really cool - the thing on the left is the bark of the tree on the right!  the whole strip of bark was hanging by a vine and swinging lightly.  I loved seeing it's movement and wish I could have taken a video.  Drat - I just remembered I have a video option on my camera!!  Gah - next time...
closeup of the bark - i like the contrast with the woods through the hole in the bark
this pond was cool and looks so mysterious with this weather - i felt like i should have seen a pirate ship!  Yar matey!
but if no pirate ship was going to show itself, at least i saw this badass duck braving the weather solo-style
and i - i took the road less traveled.

09 November 2011

the terror terrier strikes!

You wouldn't think that a dog this cute could something tragically vicious, would you?  But then again, you are forgetting that my sweet little Grrtrude, pictured to the left curled up napping below my desk in my studio as I type away, is a terror - oops, that's a terrier.  She is a great terrier.  Yup - a terrier, not a terror, that's the ticket (if you don't get that reference, please go back and watch old episodes of Saturday Night Live).  But even terrier's can do some pretty dastardly things sometimes...even terrier's as cute and charming as my blogstar Grrtrude.  


So I was surprised tonight when I came home and found one of Grrtrude's toys torn to shreds on the carpet (see image right).  Oh poor diablo, you had a good run, but sadly your time has come to an end.  I will have to work to bring the toy back to life (read: restuff and resew), but for now, Grrtrude is down a toy.  I think I get the message, and I will be spending most of the next few days at home doing work (after I run some errands of course).  Hopefully she won't tear other toys up before I get home from my errands tomorrow.  I mean for serious, G - these are your toys!

04 November 2011

disappearings and findings

and the semester ain't done yet!
I have admittedly disappeared for the past month - such will happen when you are reading as much as I am.  Well, let me amend that statement: such will happen when you are as overly obsessive about the work you are doing while concurrently doing all the reading I am doing.  I  feel the need to own my agency in this cycle of disappearance and (re)emergence, as there are certainly people who seem to do a better job of staying surfaced throughout this thing called school.


Now, I know what you are thinking: boo-freakin'-hoo.  You made the choice to go back to school so build a bridge and get over it.  


I would not challenge that in the least and, luckily for you, this is not some sad story about how much work I have to do or how I am drowning in everything, blah blah blah.  This is certainly good news for you, as it means you can keep reading and not be subjected to another such narrative.  Nope - not here.  Just trying to provide some context for me disappearance (and seemingly lack of ability to figure out how to maintain some semblance of balance with this blog).  


The good news is that while I have been away, I have been invested in some really fascinating things...here are some highlighted favorites:


(1) I made me some homemade mustard!
You read that right: homemade mustard, friends.  From real mustard seed, local apple cider vinegar and a smidge of local honey to pull it all together.  The small taste I had was spicy goodness, but the real test will take place in the coming days, as the friends I gifted this treat to will let me know their thoughts.  Let's hope it scores as highly as the applesauce I gave them, which they loved!  If this canning stuff is something I continue to do, I may just need to invest in some labels and ribbon - I see future gifts for friends and family.  So far the applesauce and pickled carrots I have made this year are a hit, so if the mustard scores equally high I will have to give this some hard thought.  Or, really, I will just have to give in to my temptation to make locally sourced tasty treats that can be stored for a significant time.  Wow - when I word it like that it sounds so freakin' awesome - I really do a bad job of making my life sound exciting, but truly, I am jazzy-cool-fresh-fun.  I promise.  


(2) Books continue to be bought (and read)
Now that I seem to have come to some understanding about the population I want to focus on for my dissertation (not my actual topic, but the population), I have begun to search for some books that will help me in the long run.  My latest dynamite purchases, which I found at a used bookstore, were a Critical Race Theory reader and a book on LGBT policy implementation for school administrators.  Oh, and I got a fascinating book called Myths of Gender by Anne Fausto-Sterling.  That one should help me out, methinks.  Once again, probably not doing my life much justice, but remember this is the reason I came to this charming little blip on the map.  


(3) New music!!!!
New F+TM, new (to me) Fleet Foxes and Bright Eyes discography have been procured.  Suddenly, everything seems wonderful.  As if it wasn't before - but you get the idea of what I am saying.  New music always energizes me, and I have had to hold myself back from dancing on my way to campus, thereby looking (even more) like the local crazy.  I must say, this is still an area in which I am externally defined - and I am more than okay with that.  I like to say I know my limitations, and dancing is certainly one of those limitations.  Needless to say, good music is playing on the iPod as I walk, so I got that goin' for me...


a little blurry, but this lass is always on the move!
(4) Grrtrude gots herself a visit to the salon!
While she won't sit still enough to have her nails painted (before PETA supporters turn me in, please know I have NEVER, nor ever would, attempt to do this), she did get her nails trimmed along with all the hairs on her head and shaggy-arse body.  It was a long time coming (like, months upon months), but after the rough go of it she had awhile back with her paw, she deserves to get treating like the little princess she is.  


cutest. beard. ever!
Update: here are some photos of her grooming visit - a success, I would say!  She looks cute and is wiped out from the time spent there, which is a bonus.  This means I will get to leave for lunch with a friend sans guilt in a couple minutes!  Thanks, Grr - much appreciated!


As you can see, I still exist and will pop up from time to time.  Although I may want this to happen, I can't spend ALL my time reading, writing, and thinking about amazing things like Queer Theory.  Just silly amounts of time.